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i'm commonly known as JOANN
was bestowed the nickname lil'mokey zai by her
dadi am a PARADOX
turned 21 on 230213
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悲观，是一种病。
这个人生，我不知道应该怎么继续。
Blackjack Saturday, February 23, 2013 @ 12:00 AM
我正式的成为21岁了！
I'm officially 21 years old!
在这才刚开始却像屎的一年，我的年龄又增加了一岁。
在这里，我要为我即将失去的青春干一杯，进而逐渐迈向我死亡的那一天。
我的愿望真的很简单，但感觉上却遥不可及。
我只希望我接下来的人生，平稳平淡，健康，快乐。
就这么难吗？！
干！干干！ 吊吊！吊！
All I see.Dark. Monday, February 18, 2013 @ 8:04 PM
I have always been a bright kid...always.
Probably feeling a little dull once in a while,but that was just it...a short once in a while thing.
But lately, I've been acting like it's any other normal day.
Common daily routine and behaviour.
However,inside I am feeling that the world has betrayed me.
Mom's been giving me the positive talk.
I know she herself is having a hard time with all these that's happening now.
This is a challenge I know,but I can't stop thinking that this is the end and it's not worth living anymore.
It's tiring,even more so for the people in this house.
I'm sorry for having this suicidal thought.
But I am going to stay strong and hope for the better to come by.
休？不休？ Sunday, February 17, 2013 @ 3:07 PM
它曾经随手可得，不过如今，就连这个想法都变得太奢侈。
真的就这样了吗？真的没有转换的余地？真的赶不及吗？
到不了 Friday, February 8, 2013 @ 9:07 PM
我所等待的到不了了。
所发生的事，没有一件是顺的。
今年不是个好年。
一直所努力坚持的事，现在渐渐感到想放弃，我疲惫了。
我不想再努力了。
有时候觉得这么离开，放下，也未尝不是一件坏事。
不复 Friday, February 1, 2013 @ 3:03 PM
太多的失望，
承载着带来更大的心淡。