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i'm commonly known as JOANN
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turned 21 on 230213
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All I've ever desired...
OMG Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 4:24 PM
undang is so hard...hope i'll pass my test after the first try...*fingers crossed*
tik tok Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @ 8:13 PM time passes really slow today at the driving orientation today.
O-M-G...even SPM period passes faster than this.
besides,it's really hot there.i sweat non-stop.
i was supposed to go there by myself today,but good thing is that my buddy Hammy made her decision to come with me =D
it's a good thing she did that or else....INSANITY~~~
i almost went insane after 10 minutes in the room.argh~~~~
haha~~~
undang exam in...4 days....?i guess?...
tweet Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 2:27 PM
i can't enter my twitter account!uwaaaah~~~~~~~~~~
myspace Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 9:29 PM yes!!!i know MySpace for a long time but i've never really care to know more.
but today,i have no idea why i'm in such a good mood and went there and created my own account.haha.
and!my first friend that approved is....Sam Tsui!i love his voice.
really awesome guy.u guys should subscribe to "his" friend's channel on Youtube.
for now,i'm still not sure how it works.
probably similar to
so the next thing for me is...take my own picture and upload it as my display picture.
wonder when will that be?
maybe...never?haha.or maybe after i get plastic surgery.
i love kevin's Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 1:43 PM i told my mom i wanna have a haircut like...Kevin's(U-Kiss)...
the only thing she told me is 'You're crazy'.what?!i really love his new haircut.
it's so cute.i even made a gif pic of his and put it as my phone's wallpaper XD
so totally in love with him and his new haircut.LOL.besides,i know my bro will never approve.
and here's the gif...LOL.
sorry...i'm not really good at this kinda stuff so the picture's kinda stuck.
i really like his style in this picture particularly.
nottingham//taylors//swinburne Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 8:25 PM since I haven decided which college I'm going to sign up yet,
mom told me that uncle CCL did a research and found out that Civil Engineering is provided at The University of Nottingham.
yea i knew bout that,but the problem here is that campus is way too far from my house.
dad will never approve.so....nah~
and mom did provide another idea.
head back to Kuching and study at Swinburne....but dad was like...'what are you saying?cos i have no idea what you mean'
so,what's next?
life is so harsh...
taylors Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 4:29 PM i've finally went Taylors today.
civil engineering is not available there,so my second option is architecture.
walao...so expensive.6 years including 2 years overseas...total 300+k!
dreams will remain as dreams.
the after effect Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 11:29 PM now that I finally got my SPM results,now I'm stressing over what course should I take and which college to sign up for.
Taylors is probably my first choice but that's not final decision yet.
stress stress stress.
I wonder what should I ask and tell the counselor when I go there.
really hate that my dad's not here.
and one more thing,my dream of having my own Macbook is crushed.
all thanks to my mom's friend ==
Besides those,there are tons of stuff that I wanna do/get ever since I graduated high school but never really had the chance/permission to do them.
1.dye my hair(mom said NO bad for hair)
2.get a shorter haircut(bro said NO cos my hair is short enough and too thin to set any style)
3.wear contacts(mom said it's bad for our eyes)
4.a Blackberry(but i really have to think about it cos my phone is still in good condition)
5.get myself a DSLR(it really cost a lot,so...we'll think about it)
6.shop till it drop(but i have no money...at all.)
tomorrow i have to wake up early again == X2
courage Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 10:18 AM the result is finally out...but I have no courage to head to school.
I'm scared that i dun even have an A or failing a lot of subjects....
afraid that I'm gonna cry....
everyone is gonna be so disappointed.
shit.i hate this feeling...
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yes...i got my results.
and i am damn satisfied.
bling! Sunday, March 7, 2010 @ 5:46 PM
look!how clean are they?!
hahaha.damn proud of myself!
actually i know it's hard to see in here but no choice...i accidentally deleted the other picture =P
hahaha.damn proud of myself!actually i know it's hard to see in here but no choice...i accidentally deleted the other picture =P
anyway,anyone going to Taylor's open day on 20th & 21st of March?
wonder Saturday, March 6, 2010 @ 5:51 PM i wonder if i'll get sue for my last post.hahaha.
i'm in an awesome mood this whole day!
haha.the first thing i did was!washed my shoes!!!yea~~~(ok...that was after i brushed my teeth)
and guess what makes me so happy?
gah gah gah!i'm not going to NS cos i don't want to!yeah!!!
but still...i think i'll kena saman...
the only thing unpleasant is that i have to wash my brother's shoes... ==
damn piss Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 2:34 PM
F*CK Malaysia's government.
if i'm dead, it's their fault.
if i'm dead, it's their fault.
the time has finally arriving... Thursday, March 4, 2010 @ 9:31 PM NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS TOO FAST!!!!!!!!!!!!I CAN'T ACCEPT THE TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MUST BE DREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL NOT ACCEPT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE 16TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@#%$#%$^$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BU KE NENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BOU KO NENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MOU HOU NANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SPM result is coming out on the 11th.unbelievable...the time has finally come....
the death sentence....
Before the worst Wednesday, March 3, 2010 @ 11:11 PM
Sitting with our backs against the world.
-The Script.